Day 48

This picture is pure photo-manipulation. In fact I'm going to show you the before and after because I've seen you like 'em (So do I!).

I was editing this picture and I was having a very very mainstream picture. This one with the twilight and some vintage layers. Don't get me wrong! I usually like them, but I just didn't want it to be today's picture. So I used a snow texture and started to MESS everything in the picture.

Lately I'm doing stuff I've never done before and I don't know if people likes it, so the only way I have of finding that out is by directly submiting it!

Stuff about today:

• History exam went well.I quite enjoy history so I don't really have problems with that subject.
• Today my friends and I had a very, very wild argument.
• I found someone I really like in an unexpected place.I always find him in unexpected places. 
• I wanted to study but yesterday I studied that much today I just couldn't do anything. I did an economics work and read a book that is in the English exam contents. 
• I feel guilty because today I didn't do anything.
• Today I found out how I always enter to ANY photography contest I can and I never win anything because... because... I don't know. I don't want to make a drama out of it. I just never win photography contests. End of.

Thanks to everyone who participated in the poll! I'm really happy that most of you visit me daily :)

The poll will be open till... till... I don't know. Maybe until next 14th December!

Day 47

 

You push me, I don't have the strength to resist or control you. Take me down,take me down... You hurt me, but do I deserve this? You make me so nervous!Calm me down, calm me down...-Maroon 5

Today I had to wake up extra early to revise maths and the exam went... I don't know. I cannot describe how this exam went because I have no idea what I did/didn't do. WE'LL SEE!

When I got home I started to study history like hell and stood like there since... now? I had one break in which I drank a nesquick and some butter toasts while I was reading Death note and I also had English classes. Oh, and I ate an apple while I was studying. It's becoming common, to eat stuff while I study because I don't have time to just eat without doing anything else. Damned multi-tasking!

I think that most of the pictures the days that I have exams will be similar to this. What do I mean by that? That I'll have to take pictures while I study. LITERALLY.

Day 46

 The original idea was much, much more complex. 

It envolved 6 arms, but the problem while I was editing was that the hands looked extremely fake and creepy, so I finally deleted them from the picture's concept and left it with this very simple idea. Also, my expression is kinda... nule. I look like a robot. Or a doll. All photoshop guys!

What is ACTA?

I could explain it myself, but this video explains everything you should know!

I'm nervous for tomorrow's exam because I'm not nervous for tomorrow's exam.

I SHOULD BE STUDYING LIKE MAD BUT I THINK I KNOW THE LESSON.

AND IT'S MATHS.

OH GOD.

Today I've also watched some tutorials, wrote an e-mail to Aaron Nacer and ate a butter toast.

HEY! I added some gadgets to the blog, and one of them is a poll. Do it! It takes two secs.

Day 45

This picture took me two times to edit it. Why? Because I don't learn from my mistakes.

I remember some months ago, I took forever to edit a self-portrait and I was like 'Wow, it's looking very very good!'. I could have saved it, but maybe I was too lazy, maybe I trusted photoshop too much and indeed, the program close itself and I lost all the edition that took me 3129873129 hours.

Same today. And god. I wanted to kill myself because I COULD have saved it, but I didn't because I'm lazy. And sometimes it doesn't matter. But today, photoshop had a problem and it closed. And I got mad. And x39281732198 mad because I should have been studying but I prefered to edit the picture that went to waste.

GO GO GO GO GO MEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Anyways. I edited it again and now I'm pleased. :)

I wanted to take this picture from a long time but I never had the light I wanted, and today I finally mae official that the best light is the 12 AM light for my white wall shots and the hours after that are crappy and thus my pictures look very very low quality when they are taken at that hour. 

And I don't know. I know it's kinda strange and maybe the mug doesn't fit the picture, but that's a whole concept I had in my head and it came out just as I pictured it, and that makes me happy! (The hair looks a little bit weird, and who am I going to deceive, the picture itself, but I like it)

Today I spent my marvelous time studying maths and history. Yay. -.-

Day 44

This picture:

1. Today I didn't have time to take pictures at morning, so I had to take pictures at night= flash. I hate flash.
2. At night I was tired as fuck but I couldn't finish a day without a picture, obviously.
3. I thought of all those sunglasses advertisements pictures that seems that they are 'home-made', which do as they use a crappy camera and take casual shots.
4. I don't know if this is a casual shot.
5. I actually like this picture because it really reflects my personality. Because I'm like that. I never make-up, my hair is always messy and I wear comfy clothes.
6. Plus it's something new. I mean, I never take this kind of shots and I'm not used to them.

And that is why, today I'm not going to say sorry for the crappy picture.

Day 43

Today I've learnt that after three days of non-stopping activity you cannot continue to do so at the fourth day. 

Today I came home and I had a nap. Then I had to wake up to go to french classes and I brought my camera to take some pictures but I was in a rush so I couldn't stop to take them, and after french (I had some pronunciation classes, I WANT TO IMPROVE MY FRENCH SO BAD!) I was crossing the road when I took this shot. Nothing fancy but I'm pleased with it (I don't know why) the picture came out kinda blurry, and I liked it that way!

 

Right after french classes. I think I've exagerated the white skin and you can clearly see how tired was I!

 

At first I was going to put this picture as today's picture, but at the end I wasn't pleased with the outcome, so here you have it!

Day 42

When the lights go out tonight i know you're never gonna find a way. You can pace around the world 'til you believe...And when your eyes light up the skies at night, I know you're gonna find your way back to me.-The All American Rejects.

And this was the idea I had on day 40. No, the light wasn't awesome but at least it was 'acceptable'  the quality is horrible anyways because the file didn't stand much edition... I WANT MY CAMERA BACK!

I wasn't sure about the colours... actually I've spend like 3 hours editing this because of that.I think I've changed the colour of my hair 092383021 times but I finally made my mind with this one because I wanted it to stand out in order to the picture not to look completely blue-ish.

And! I wasn't even going to submit this shot, but the other idea I had in mind came out awfully bad. 

The idea I was trying to communicate was that lately I'm very pensive. (Specially the day I wanted to upload it, 40th day) And today I found out that I'm in a state where everything hurts me. Even the tiniest thing is bringing me down, I don't know why is it, it kinda happens every January and the feeling usually goes away when spring comes, but this year spring doesn't look really appealing to me... 

I don't even have major problems, they are just tiny things that are annoying me, but don't you worry, I'm just fine.

 

I also felt like showing you the before-after for no reason, there you have it!

Day 41

And once again, this was not the picture that was intended to be taken to day. What is it with the light lately?

Ithink that the best light it's at my house from 11 AM- 2 AM and then it becomes utterly shit and thus impossible to take a single picture with my brother's point-and-shoot. Anyways. I'll keep those ideas written down in a notebook because they will be developed for sure.

The concept of the picture I wanted to show today instead of this quick made shot while I was going to make some copies for a school project was my relationship with a friend. 

It looks as if we both want to be friends again, but there are a lot of things in the middle, a lot of things that he doesn't know, and a lot of things that I don't know.

I thought I knew him but I couldn't be more wrong. I don't even know what I want. Do I want to be her friend again? Do I want him not to be so sad?

Relationships, they are hard as fuck.

God. I'm holding a photography blog and I'm a little girl. I shouldn't say bad words, it doesn't fit with the whole concept of this blog, but I say bad words very often, so it can really relate to me!

Today as every Tuesday I don't have any forced activity after school so I usually do nothing. Today. I. Did. Not.Stop.A.Moment.

Day 40

Sorry for the bad quality! It was unfixable. Or however you say it's not fixable.

Actually. The picture of today was going to be a whole different thing, but I might develop the idea another day, because as you can see the light was appropiate and I did my best to try and compensate it, but it was almost impossible.

Today I've been extremely and helplessly pensive. I couldn't help it. At school I wouldn't stop thinking about a lot, a lot of things. It's just as if all the things that are up to date affecting my life massively decided to come into me, and made me realize they were there today.

I was in another world. Thinking about exams, about some relationships I might have to fix, the contest, the holidays, the hairdressers'. It was a non stopping state of thinking. And it was annoying me. But I can't avoid them, because those topics are the ones that are currently running my life. 

Day 39

I wonder how I'll be after 12 o'clock.

Will I be happy? Sad? Will I feel like a loser? A champion? Will I be relieved?

I'm making the last try. The last opportunity to win. The very last moment to get into the first place.

Oh god. If I could just skip it all! If I could... But I can't.

They told me to lose fighting. And so I will. 

So guys, for the very last time, enter here and click on 'votar'. If you can tell any friend, that'd be even better. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING.

Pd: the pink flare was made by the camera, when I edited the picture I thought it looked kinda cute, now I think it looks awful. But oh well!

UPTADTE (Taken from my deviantART journal): I'm so, so relieved to know this is the LAST time I write this post guys.
I won't have to ask for votes no more.
I won't have to stay awak looking for them.
I won't have to see everyday how the votes are going.
Yes. I lost. No, I'm not as sad as I thought it'd be.
Why? There are plenty reasons.
1.Now I have more time to spend in photography. Photography, which I wouldn't change for 2198921 iPhones. My favourite hobbie. The thing I want to make a living when I'm older. My source of eternal happiness, inspiration.
2. I will have time to keep MORE time to deviantART in a proper way. No more spamming. No more trashy stuff. Just. Pictures. And. Little. Stuff.
3. Because I'm overwhelmed for all the encouragement I've received from this community. Seriously. I'm stunned to see how many people and how opened they were to help me in any way. That is the best present I can receive. To know that there are people who is here to support me no matter what.
4. It's been a long time since I ended up a thing. I mean, that I really stuck with it until the end. I'm really proud because of that.

I wanted to win the iPhone to sell it and then with the money buy a new lens for my camera, I thought of it as an investment. Well, it couldn't be.
I

So thank you so, so so sosoosososoososososoosososos much for everything. Seriously guys. The raffle will be made so soon!

I've gotta go now, tomorrow I have school and it's very late! But tomorrow I will answer to everyone and add the lasts votes to the list

Day 38

Today, I've experienced the most nervous-wrecking moment I've eved had. 

Suddenly I was all hot, sweating, fanning with my hand. 

And then I decided to quit into the competition.

What happened? 

his boy has been cheating. I can't compete against that. I can't compete against 5 or 6 boys hitting on and off their router to win votes. I just can't. They might get the prize. They might laugh. They might do whatever they want. But oh well. What can I do? On his conscience, maybe someday in the future he will be ashamed of himself for having cheated with his friends in such a horrible way. But at the moment, I'm just overwhelmed. I wanted to buy the iPhone and buy a macro lens for my camera, I thought that it'd be an investment, all the time spent trying to win votes, but it looks as if it isn't. He might get the iPhone but I get you, i get the art, I get loving photography with all my heart.It's a pity he might never feel the same about anything. 

Indeed. I was first, and now I'm second. So I'm quitting the contest.

By the way, if you're on deviantART it'd be of great help if you could read the journal I've posted. There are still some things which I cannot confess here,  just for safety!

Day 37

I was about to do a self-portrait. Actually, I tried to do one, but it was a face portrait and the images came awfully bad, so I did  a picture relating to the two things that are taking over my life lately:

• Exams
• Contest

As you can see, I'm very happy there's only three days left of contest, even though they will be very intense, I'm so glad it's finally coming to an end! But as the lasts three days, the competition is getting stronger and stronger... Oh well. LET'S KICK IT GUYS,ENTER HERE AND CLICK ON 'VOTAR'!

Day 36

 ''He's just the kind of boy that I say that I'd love if they were real and not film characters.''

A blue shot after two black and white days!

Actually, I don't like the pose of my legs, but oh well! Today I don't plan on being productive because I'm fed up with it. It's impossible to balance school with the contest, the project and the hours of sleep. IMPOSIBLE I TELL YOU. 

Anyways. I'm very tired because I didn't sleep very much last night, but fortunately the contest is ending in almost three days. And yes, these three days will be the most bloody competitive thing in the world, starting from tomorrow. So now I warn you that the pictures will possibly be crappy, and about the contest. 

But I'm actually happy today, because some things are running after a long time, I can't really tell more information about it, because I know that the person I'm talking about will eventually see this. I know him so well, yet so little.

And and and and... yes. VOTE HERE!

 Day 36

''Reading your summer letters, I cannot deny the fact that you meant a lot to me. And I'm not willing to let that go.''

No message behind this picture! I was hesitating to upload it, and then I thought, 'Hey, why not? It's my 365 days challenge, I can upload it! And I liked the resolution of it.

So there you have it. I know, another black & white and today I didn't have time for almost anything, plus I haven't really got much votes today, but I'm happy because neither has he.

Things I did today:

1. I brought my sister home from her musical classes.
2. I went to school.
3. I studied.
4. I tried to do   did maths.
5. I went to Maria del Mar's house and with Laury and her did a history work on powerpoint, with the Blackbird song at the background of it (Win).
6. I I I I I

Even though I'm happy today I could have a break from the contest... I'm not taking it. 4 days are left of this competition and I can't put my guard now in a moment like this. So here you have the link and... OKAY. You know what to do!

Day 35

So. When I went into the editing of this picture I've already edited all the Madrid's pictures from day 33, and I took this picture on a rush because today I've been studying and doing other stuff like crazy. This guy is winning votes at this very same moment SO I must take a quick shower and then look for more votes.

And this is much of mi daily routine. YAAAAAAAWN. I'm tired of it. Will be ended up soon the contest part in 5-6 days luckily!

Until that happens, enter here and click on 'votar'!

Day 34

Today is the 'Monday blues' day. Which is meant to be the saddest day in the year.

  But it hasn't been sad for me. Yes, it was raining. Indeed, it was cold. But that just gave me that awesome feeling of comfort (Not winter depression!) which was really fine! So it wasn't Monday blues for me.

Today I had school and the good news is that I took a 9/10 on my maths exam, which means I did a 90% of it correctly! Unbelievable coming for me, but that's the fact, and WOW. I couldn't quite believe it. 

Actually, this picture was supposed to go along with a rainy street picture, but the quality was just horrid, so I decided to submit this cold picture alone. Also, I have another version which is warmer, but that's just why I didn't choose it! It didn't fit the mood of today. Also, I think blur is essential when taking this melancholical shots, and that's what I reaaally missed while I was using my brother's camera, oh well, my camera won't take long to arrive home!

I'm still editing the pictures of the trip, but I still didn't edit them all, that's why yesterday pictures aren't uploaded yet, tomorrow I plan on submiting them though!

 

HAVEN'T YOU VOTED YET? Have you? Are willing to vote again? Yes? No? Fifty fifty? NO TIME FOR THINKING, ENTER HERE AND CLICK ON VOTAR!

Day 33  

Today I've woken up and it took me a while to realize I was in a hotel's bed. Later I went with my family to the center of Madrid. It was cold but lovely. I like big cities in winter, they have a lovely feeling into it. I took some pictures and as you might know I'm not very fond on scapes with my brother's camera, but once again, I tried my best! And I'm not dissapointed with the shots anyways, I thought they'd come up waaaaaaaaaay worse.

Anyways. Once in Madrid I bought 'Catching fire' which is the second book of the Hunger Game's trilogy, and I could find the book in English so DOUBLE YAY!

At 8 AM I was already on the airport and I waved my family goodbye. And I came home. I was thinking that this boy would already be first, and that I should work a lot to win more votes in order to win him...

When I saw on the screen I still was first.

Wow. 

I started to dance all around the house and my family thought I went crazy, but I was so, SO GLAD I WAS STILL FIRST! And that is when on day 34 I tried to express how happy was I to have all of you to help me and that you are really encouraging helping  me.

But the contest is not over yet, it will be next 23th January. Until then, enter here and click on 'votar'!

PD: The pictures with snow are photoshop, they didn't have snow but I put it to enhace the picture and give it a colder feeling!

  

Day 32

 

Okay. Before I talk about this day, I'd love to thank to every single one of you who is worrying for my obviously stressful contest. Seriously. It means the world to me, and I'm very, very happy I received some lovely messages wishing me the best and helping me. I mean, a 'thank you' are just two words, but I just feel overwhelmed by how much you decided to worry for this stupid brat who is wanting to win a contest to win that retarded boy from another school. I'm really, really grateful to have every single one of you.I'd say seriously 1932731298123 more times so I'll just say some more: Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, Seriously.

Today  I woke up at 8 am, headed to the airport and at aproximately 12 o'clock I was in Madrid meeting with my cousins. It's always nice to meet with your family and even though I was worried because of the votes I had a great time walking with them on a very huge park they have in Madrid. Later my cousins voted for me and my little cousin was willing to tell me how many votes I had, but I didn't want to get stressed or nervous, in fact, I didn't want to think of the competition once there in Madrid, was impossible of course but I did my best! 

It was a pity I still don't have my sony alpha 33 with me 'cause I saw this amazingly and stunningly golden hour and with my brother's camera I couldn't really catch the sunrays like I like to catch them. I did the best I could with this sh... camera! :D

 

Day 31

Okay guys. So here's the situation and you might as well read this.

1. I don't care if I took this picture with the webcam. I'm too shocked for a proper picture.
2. I was winning him with a difference of 216 votes.
3. I went to study. I checked on my iPod and he has won some little votes. 
4. I checked my iPod again and... The difference between him and me was of 86 votes.
5. I panicked. 
6. I don't know how he did so.
7. I almost take the contest for lost because this weekend I'm in Madrid, so I won't be able to control him and he will win me and make a difference so so big I won't be able to reach him.
8. It's just the worst twist in the world. I'm defeated.
9. Like, really. I worked so hard for this not to happen. And it's happening. In just some minutes it happened.
10. Has he cheated? I don't know.
11. I don't know anything.

Tomorrow I'm going to Madrid, I will take some pictures with my brother's camera. So don't expect them to be uploaded in the date that is meant. 

I don't know. I need you to vote here the whole weekend. I need a miracle to happen. I must be strong if I want to win this shit. The worst part is about to come.

''That feeling.
I don’t think I’ve ever felt it so deeply. I don’t know how to call it. I just know that it’s wrecking me. I’m a wreck at this moment. I’ve never been that nervous. And it could all fade away, if I decided to give up.
It’s a thought that has been going through my mind lately, just a glimpse of it, just a reflection of what I could do. Two seconds, one. But it’s all the time rejected, because I can’t give up.
I’ve spent too many hours. I’ve been to nervous. I can’t throw it all away. I don’t want to end is as the girl who got away. I don’t want to give up now, like I’ve given up before some other things due to the pressure. I need to win this. I’m going to win this, even though at the moment the simple thought of it looks unreachable. Because even though I’m first, I know that it will last in the next days. Maybe tomorrow. But there’s nothing I can do but fight. And tonight, I can’t. Because I’m defeated. I took things for granted with a slight feeling of awareness, but not as much as I should have. What can I say? It was an unexpected and negative twist. Who knows how will this all end? Will I win? Will he?
Pride is what is holding me so strongly. Pride is the thing that is making me follow this contest even though I know it will hurt me. I’m not studying. I’m just here, typing and letting everything flow because I’m too overwhelmed to keep fighting. Keep fighting. That’s what he did. And it scares me. Because if he can do it when he’s in low position, what will happen if he highens? I don’t know. Everything is so confusing. I’m tired. I want to let this feeling go, but I can’t.
It’s just a contest, they’d say.
But when someone insults you, when someone thinks that is better than you, you want to prove them wrong.
I want to prove them wrong, and I don’t care about anything else.
I need to keep fighting.''

Day 30

This picture is the result of a whole day of stomach ache with a shitty light.

Today I didn't go to school because I feel crap and I've spend the whole day doing various tasks such as studying, calling Laury to gossip about school and I slept a big amount of hours considering today's a laboral day, BIG YAYS!

And now I want to talk to you about the lens sony 50mm f/1.4 and how much I'm in love with it... It makes the most blurry and perfect backgrounds IN THE WORLD. God, I need money nowwww!

As you can see today I'm not panicked with the votes, I'm kinda wise and I decided to write this post before all the chaos starts in order not to start moaning here about all the contest stuff. So let's all anticipate and vote here!

Day 29

Today I was reaaally happy and optimistic. I ended my maths exam with the nice feeling that I'd have taken a good mark. Later I had normal classes and everything went okay, I supossedly had french today but the teacher didn't come so I spent time with a classmate talking about nothing and later I bought a new notebook for school.Oh, I also studied!

So as you can see, today was a productive day.

Until.

Until...

Yeah. I'm just so boring. But it will all end soon, for the better or for the worse. But he won a lot of votes today, and it's 11:58, tomorrow I have school but I'm reaaaally struggling to cut the distance. I mean, I must admire his strenght of not giving up even though I'm all the time first, I recognise that effort. BUT FOR GOD'S SAKE. I'm nervous as ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff. So was I two hours ago. Anyways. I need votes. As usual.  Today at least I'm kinda happy with the result of the picture.

Votes votes votes, I need more votes, so enter here and click on 'votar' and you will make this young girl a little  bit less stressed out!

 Day 28.

Yeah. I guess you can tell which exam I have tomorrow and why I took this crappy picture. Answer: I have maths exam tomorrow and today I don't have time for a proper picture. Things I did today:

• I bought a skinny jean (I didn't have one)
• I studied maths.
• I studied maths.
• I took this picture in 0,5 seconds in order to now go again to study maths.

Amazing huh? Not. And I want to be here later because I KNOW that guy will be recollecting votes  at 10 PM aproximately and I won't give him the satisfaction to think he's getting closer to me. Oh no he won't. So yes, when that hour comes I will be as panicked as yesterday, so you better vote now in order for me not to faint later. Vote here !

Oh! This Friday I will announce the addition of more points to the contest, and a new part of it, in which every person who votes more than once can participate in an extra contest  and win more prizes! I know that some people in deviantART would help me without points anyways, but hey, I know how some people wants points so badly!

Day 27

I was about to talk about how this picture represented how school started and the only thing that I  wanted today is to sleep in the middle of the class and that I took a nap when I got home. But yes, you know what I'm going to talk about; the contest.

The more coments I read of that guy insulting me with his friends and thinking that I have no idea he is doing so, wants me to win this competition so badly.

But today he really won some votes and everytime he's closer to me. And I fear that he might win me, because this weekend I'm going to Madrid and there will be no way for me to win votes while I'm not here, the only thing I can do is to try to collect as much votes as I can this Friday... God. This is so stressful. Really. 

I really need to collect people to vote here everyday. Do you have any plan on how to do so? Thank you so much!

Day 26

 ''No one else ever loved me like you did.
No one else ever gave me such a thrill.''

 -Never shout never

And this is why I just take pictures on white backgrounds with my brother's camera. I mean. Look at this. I just couldn't find any single way to improve this picture, it goes beyond by Photoshop skills, and I had to put it black and white because the colours looked so fake!

But oh well, at least it's variety... right?! No plain background today!

This picture was taken today in a very amusing and pleasant walk with my family. Not. I didn't have glasses so I could barely see and in the camera's screen was the reflection so I couldn't see ANYTHING.

Later I took a nap and now I'm watching Taylor Swift's videos because... because... I don't know! She's nice.

School starts tomorrow so expect the worse pictures in the world, despite that and the fact that I might be going crazy with the tons of things that will come together these next days I wish to see my class again because they are awesome!

Oh yes! Today I almost forgot to annoy you with clicking here and clicking on the button which says 'Votar'! MWAHAHHA

Day 25

I hope this picture kinda makes up for the lasts days and my horrible shots? I hope so!

Today has been a very quiet day. I'm taking advantadge of me being a human sloth and sleeping, eating and basically doing nothing, because I start school again in two days.

Actually, now that I'm thinking you hand't seen how am I when I'm in the middle of a labour week. I will just sum up what I'll say every single day:

• I'm tired.
• I wish I could take a nap but I can't because I have to do tons of homework.
• Sorry for the picture of today I know it's really crap but I didn't have time for more.
• I'm tired.
• Nap
• Nap
• Nap
• Nap
• FOOD!
• Nap.

So yes. You get an idea.

I get so stressed out you'll want to delete me... I mean my blog. PLUS this new term comes with the AWESOME AND NONCHALANT CONTEST! (Sarcasm) so this blog will be kinda suicidal. Yes. Get prepared guys. Until then, I'm gonna sleep.

And yes, once again enter here and click on 'votar'!

Day 24

Ohhh guys. Sorry for these lasts pictures... The contest is just stressing me out. A lot. And I just don't have time for anything else, and I think I and everybody should have in  mind that is not easy to take a picture that I'm proud every single day, because I don't think it's easy to do so.
And I tried to fix this picture, but today I'm just too tired to mess with photoshop, plus this picture has no solution, it's stupid.

So, well. Today I went to Antonio's house and played on the playstation and later we went to McDonald's and ate some fatty stuff. My night will consist on watching 'Pretty little liars', trying to mend an unexpected thing that recently happened and read 'The Hunger games'

Oh yes! Today was the three kings here in Spain! I got:

• The mainstream black vans.
• The hunger games.

I will upload the picture tomorrow! The vans are lovely and I've started with the hunger games book and I can't believe I'm already loving it that much... unexpectedly that book makes me feel good.

Day 23

''Actually, I didn't even know that dark and old room existed. It all happened by accident... but there I was. It was all dusty and I'm not the kind of girl who likes to be alone in a gloomy and unknown room. Who would have said that in the middle of this city I would find such a special place? There is not enough light to appreciate every little inch of that room, but it looked old.It smelt old, too.

And that's when I found that little picture. Square-ish. Dusty. Old... it was damaged, but I used my fingers to take the dust out of it. A teddy bear was in the picture, with a crown in its head and two hands pointing to the air. I suddenly felt something running through my skin. It was a bad feeling.My blood seemed to stop its way.

'ESCAPE' my concience said.

And so did I.''

Haha ok. None of this has ever happened, it's just a lyrical lie but I thought the picture seemed so low quality that I needed to make something else to justify its existence. I'm going to answer some stuff about my pictures lately because I just feel like doing so.

• How is it that somedays your pictures are less grainy than other days?

-Okay. Let me explain that. For example today the picture came out as grainy as EVER. Sometimes the result is kinda impressive (It's not grainy) and I think it's because of the light of the day because I don't have any other explanation. Some days the light will be perfect to take pictures and some others it will be as HORRIBLE as today. There's nothing I can do!

• Why does your teddy bear appear in your pictures?

-It's cute.

• Why are all your shots with the same background?

-The main reason is that my brother's camera is kinda crappy, but if it's only a plain white wall and a subject I can make up something with Photoshop to highen its quality, but if I had to use another backgrounds the picture would be totally spoiled.

• When are you having your camera back?

-No effing idea, I hope that I get it soon though.

• Will your shots be as colourful as these lasts one?

-No, at least I don't want to. It's just that now I just feel like doing so, but I've thought of making a black and white week with more 'serious' shots. And night shots. I don't know. It just depends on the phase that I'm passing through.

Today here in Spain it was the three kings parade and the whole city was CROWDED. It was almost impossible to do anything and it took three hours and a half to actually reach to the place we wanted to eat some sweets. No kidding. But it was fun, now I'm very tired and I want to sleep, but today I haven't even started looking for votes (Neither did my adversary) so now I'm going to work on it.

And once again and until this nightmare ends, click here to vote to my picture, THANKIES!

Day 22

(I don't paint, this picture isn't painted by me!)

Today I didn't know what picture to take and then I saw my little sister's easel and decided to take a picture as if I was a painter!

I had a lot of fun with my sister actually, and I did a lot of amusing poses but finally I took this one because well, you can really see by my face that I'm totally exagerating the character!

I'm not a painter and I'll never be, mainly because I'm neither talented nor patient enough to draw a full picture without getting bored. 

I have some news from my camera!

I called and my camera is.. In Madrid. :| 

They had to take an 'special part of the camera' or so they say. ANYWAYS. They say that it will take like two weeks. Crap.

And about the contest:

I'm still first but the guy who's second really won some votes today so I got nervous as f.... You can vote everyday (I guess) Click here to vote!

Day 21

Yes. I know what you are thinking and you are right. I'm going mad with this contest... and there are 20 days left. God. I shouldn't have entered to it but now I can't just leave. I'm going first, he's getting closer but I'm first. I can't. I just can't cope with all thi pressure. I need votes, I need to have a lot of difference with him, I want him to give up, I can't focus on anything else.

People is helping me, and I'm so so so glad...But I still need more and more votes.

Where to get them?!

 I might be going crazy.

I think that we can vote once a day, but I don't want to annoy everyone I know with more stuff of my contest and ask them to vote AGAIN.

Day 20

 

Guys.

I need your help, I really do.

I need you to vote for my picture in a photography contest.

I'm with another guy 'fighting' to get in the first place, I'm really struggling to be the first, but god, it is very very hard. And I need every single vote, please. It's not now about the prize but the PRIDE. That boy lives in my same city and his friends are already 'bullying' me...

PLEASE VOTE HERE!

And click on 'Votar'

Don't know  where to find the button?

 

And if you could share it with your friends I'd be most most most grateful. THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH...

I think I shouldn't have entered to the contest, but now I can't turn back.