It's not what you desired, but it's what it has to be. You're going in a total different direction and sometimes it just feels wrong to let go but it's the only way you can actually be happy.

It hurts, but sometimes it's worth it. It's surprising and unusual, yet one could see that coming looking closely. What should I do? Where should I go? No matter how clear the answer is, I'm not brave enough to face my reality. Life is a highway and sometimes a downfall.

This before/after is not new. It actually has 3 or 4 years (Damn, when I think of it I get shivers on my bones, it's been that long?) but it's still one of the pictures I'm most proud of. 

It took me hours and hours to copy and paste every post-it in order to have this result but the outcome was exactly what I wanted it to be, and it showed what I wanted to show.

I was 15 years old and it still seems like yesterday: I just had finished exams and needed to visually explain how I felt those days and I just went to this not-so-light wall and did it. And I was so proud of it.

There is no more point to tell this but to remind myself what photography actually is:

Explaining your thoughts and life by creating some images that words would fail to explain.